new semester

hopefully my last subject clashing timetable can be readjust

if can be do it that is means this semester is my final semester i should go through after 5 years

5 years like that give me a lot chances to look different things and peoples

should i glad happy with that ----- answer is yes

last semester result is expected ----- but is good and wonderful present i collected by myself

second wonderful present i gain it is from my practical audit firm ----- ho ho ho ,out of expectation salary i received it at last my boss said to me : treat the amount as whatever....

before the birthday coming around i created two wonderful presents present for myself now third i hope i can added with the last subject then let me shun shun li li end my degree course

seriously say by heart this time semester holiday back sit at living room talk v my grandma and dad on the moment i realize this few years they all really older

my grandma past few years didnt have any white hair this few years i saw a lot already on her hair

my dad side, look at on him he look old all the image he young suddenly all been destroy, his healthy got a bit problem after one year ago operation .

so that i hope i can faster graduate to fulfill them a wish that 4 years ago we promise each other hope i can make it to them after my graduate and get job settle down everything

what about my coming birthday wish i should make it ?

each time every year come around this moment , you sure will come and ask me

hope still same with last year

but this year i hope is new for myself after go through a lot of things and out of expected problems

what should i go through i think already pass by .... i hope i can a rest let myself to new environment

three year later for the wait already enough time for myself to wait somebody.... he give me a message asking me where i will go after graduated

at last he know i am graduated soon but for the relationship i feel really tired .... so no plan yet most will stay at Malaysia .....

three year later, my opinion change a lot of .... i know that if the person really care for you he will not let you wait for him three years time

but only i am stupid really wait it and hope a miracle will out.... so sorry three years timing miracle no appear but let me know a lot of thing

i know that this kind of relationship is not me are looking for ... because if i beat down all the monster between you and me .... on him side still have problems

can be said i really try until so tired .... i hope i can grow old with you... but in fact i cant see any your afford to want keep this relationship ....

timing i give for both of us is three years .... is too short for you to change .... i dont know.... if like that what should i do it .... only let you go!!!