why is the meaning

i really regret with what already done
today i just knew what is means for that
actually i really is stupid in world
why i want reject it that time
why let me knew the means
i willing that i dont know that means
even i knew the means but was too late
everything was change...
stupid bean in world
even i regret everything gone i cant do something
i lost chance to choose ...
no more chance for me again...