what happend to me... tonite!!!!

我不懂在你心中我到底是扮演着什么角色
我更不知自己要如何才能突破彼此间的障碍
当我试着想再前进一步时你总是作出让我退一步的事
我不懂当我想投入但你却在过程中做出让我退守得事
是我永远停在原地踏着
其实我也开始怀疑在你心中的我到底有多重要
可能依然还是那么渺小
在你面前我真得那么渺小？？？
在你心中我是渺小的吗??
i scare put too much love at last will same v last time hurt deep
once time hurt already let me need think clearly when i need do some investment especially in love ...i really scare get hurt again ...so till nw i still prevent myself
i try myself to forget last time unhappy thing but when i feel more happiness i will scare
dun no why ...maybe is last time lesson let me noe a lot of thing ....last nite his said sometin let me noe that i still nid to clear n clear be4 i need go ahead one step to front....
i only noe even i every time said u willing let ppl hurt but dun want go hurt people but at last i really scare let people hurt again....i use more than one year just run out from the dark day ....no easy for me nw see the rainbow...in that one year i use timing to treat my heart let it be back as soon as possible ...i only can said one year for the treament is no easy for me to wake up from sadness .....so i dun noe if tis time break down again i tin i wont easy get up within one year ...so hope u wont let me down ...if fate want me break again i tin that is my life...because i not luckly girl so my life still a lot of challenge wait me for challenge ...a quite nite let me tin bek a lot of unhappy matter...hope everytin wont change in my life again...cos i dun tin i still have energy to accept ...scare n scare ....