may i not make the choose?

i dislike to make a choose

why you want me make a choose

why cant keep this relationship like that no change it

you know what i think why you still want to comfirm

after comfirm only will let you feel unhappy and sad

i dont want change this friend relationship one more i dont have any confidence to give someone promise becuase i know at last i will disappointed to you

now already know will let you disappointed so wont give you hope

i dont want hope given by myself at last is me destroy by myself

still keep friend relation why cant must want me choose

i dont want see people sad because me

now i hope all friends beside me feel happy and happiness even i am not happy i will try my best to bring joyful to you all

other thing for me i dont want change it maybe my stubborn will let me lost a lot of thing better i go hurt people

i willing i am taste the hurt rather than people got hurt becuase me

from start until now i really hope this relationship dont change becuase i dont want lost a friend like you

you will meet a better than me 100% now i want have long holiday for my love world

rest a while is for me walk a long distance journey in my life.... i promise i wont break down in this time i need more and more time to let myself learn how to let go

in your eyes maybe i am strong but this time i be weak i let him beat myself... i loss becuase him....

when i think back i will feel i am stupid where my pizazz for previous

now is time for me to dream my prince... good night to you

countdown for my 1st paper of final exam is 7 more days i tell myself need studies hard work hard

tomorrow will better than today even today i still a lot of concept of taxation i dont know but i will understand all about that... actually i feel stress but believe myself can do it